Just keep on.

I’ve been trying to hold together. Nobody told me about this feeling. Second after second it’s a new moment happening. or an old memory resurfacing. Who can really tell me that everything will be alright? The shìt show keeps going and it’s gasoline involved. I don’t know how much I can hold on. It’s coming …

Throbbing headache energy

Every night I see myself crying. Little tears. Here or there Wondering what each little tear means as they fall down ever so slow. To the person who said no. That obvious rejection. Shit does hurt I’ve built up this fortress and yet, how do y’all keep getting through? Sadness. Drown. Overflow of emotions. These …

This is…. okay

Nothing is ever perfect. The friendships, relationships, or cruise ships. Coasting along, it’ll have some waves crashing, nothing major Stumbling will happen, but this is fine. Emotions may crash once in a while to bump you around and have a different feel, but this is fine. That’s cool. It’s okay to be by yourself, and …

e n e r g y

I can't move without it. I've learned to read others When I can't understand it. Watch when it starts to bother. Who cares what I have to say Because I'm still moving my way I hate telling y'all how I feel Because that's when I'm tripping or just leave it be. Don't you dare tell …

Trial period

Speak your piece I’m just checking on my mental Hopefully you’ll understand I barely talk to my kinfolk I was hoping you would be better It’s still hard to decipher Whether I win or lose You’ll never say “ oh I’ll wife her “ It’s a honest trial period I’m a difficult masterpiece Free month …